Appreciation

 

Appreciation

It was my distinct honor today to be able to serve as deacon at St. Jude in Green Bay on this Divine Mercy Sunday.  As an added blessing, seven children made their First Holy Communion.  There is so much to appreciate and be appreciative for.

I remember well my own First Communion in this same church, dare I say it, 59 years ago.  I recall the celebration that followed in the church hall afterwards.  I close my eyes and there I am in the group photograph with my fresh crewcut haircut, crisp white shirt, clip-on bow tie and my serious look.  I know I sensed the importance of the event, even if I did not fully comprehend or appreciate exactly what the sacrament was all about in the moment.

Actually, at this point in my life I have received all seven sacraments, and if honest, I only truly appreciated the last two as they were happening – Holy Orders when I was ordained a deacon nearly 16 years ago, and the Anointing of the Sick about ten years ago when I was stricken with appendicitis while on a mission trip to the Dominican Republic.  Even in those cases, the thing that I truly appreciated and trusted, was that the Holy Spirit was at work and that each of those sacraments were imparting graces far beyond what I could have even hoped for.  For most of us, we need the experiences of time and life to more fully appreciate the blessings we have lived, especially the blessings of the Sacraments. 

I started becoming aware after Michelle and I were long married – likely it was around our 25th anniversary by when we had experienced the reality of what life and marriage in the Lord can and does bring you, that I admitted out loud that while I thought I was extremely mature and ready for marriage on that day in 1980, I didn’t really have a clue of the depth of beauty, the challenge, the preciousness, of the love that God was calling us into – not just our relationship with each other, which is what I know I thought matrimony was all about – but our relationship that God was calling us into with Him.  It is only when Jesus is the source of your love for each other, that you can even hope to continue to grow in love with God, with your spouse and with your children.

So, I recognized in the faces of these children, the timidness of knowing all eyes were on them as they stepped forward, the concern in each face as they tried hard to remember all they were supposed to say and do, and the innocence of the moment.  None of them, no matter how well they were catechized, really understand and appreciate today what the Lord has done and will do for them.  My prayer is that they each nurture an open heart that continues to seek and listen to the promptings of the Holy Spirit, and that they live a lifetime drawing closer and closer to Him.  May God bless the good work that He has begun in them.

His Peace <><

Deacon Dan


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